Tick tock the clock beckons
It’s 6am
Treadmill of life lay ahead, needs of the day have to be met
The impatient drivers speed and hoot
My polished boots pitter patter in a hurry
Can’t be late for work, oh shoot!
Monday bleeds into Tuesday into Sunday
Infinite loops vicious circles
Standing on square one
Choosing between the devil and the deep blue sea
The humdrum of daily existence deafen my ears
This is how it’s been hours days weeks months and years
Fast forward in lightning speed
Until the pause button has been hit
Now the eternal Spring shall never fade
The bed of thorns have been made
The final nail has fallen
On pine boxes in short supply
Bodies roll in trenches 6 feet deep
No birds singing not a soul not a peep
Health is the new found wealth
Economy in free fall
Dollar no longer the king
Powerful few, nothing new
No convention no seminar
Office lights dim, doors shut tight
Blemished reputation, lack of validation
Flawed image
Oh the carnage!
Come into my new world
Meet and greet my foe
Covid-19 it is not
It is I, I the big shot
Plague infested mind in chaos
Sleepless nights swarm with demons in my brain
Veins rising with cortisol adrenaline and pain
I sob I scream into the night
Seclusion you fill my soul with fright
Self reflection introspection is all there is
Facing conundrum
Oh please!
Need to compose need to decide
Should I be authentic a bit tainted
Or pristine, perfectly painted?
Life seems absurd, love seems pointless
What was the meaning when I was shameless?
I waited for you
Only you
Now I just wait
Wait for your footsteps on the platform
Wait for echoes of our laughter our joke as we sip on whiskey and coke
Wait in titillation while gazing onto the silverscreen
Wait for the scissors to tidy and trim
Wait for the school bells the church bells to ring
Wait for your eyes to caress my skin
Tick tock tick tock
The clock squeal
The clock creak
I slip into a rabbit hole
I grab my ears in disbelief!